..no hurt feelings..

..How could he do dis to me??? He said something, whisper sweet nothings, and now he dumps me like an old toy. I know he won’t keep in touch. He hates me. He never cared. his words are all a facade, a fake! What am I supposed to do now? ..FeelinG hopeless and depressed, I like to hate myself for having trusted someone, for becoming vulnerable. Do i recognize myself??? There’s no denying that forgetting someone is a rough road. But am not the only one who had experienced this. Everyone at one time or another, has lost someone she loved. Ofcourse, I feel worse, I can’t take it but i must. ..I admit that am hurt and feeling this way for a while. I won’t like to lie to myself or pretend that all is well. It doesn’t do any good. He is no longer a part of my life and I must learn to do things alone. ..But really, if I think a while, maybe i’ll realize what a special gift God gave me, I still will consider myself lucky because some people will never have this opportunity, I still believe—“It is better to have loved and lost than never have loved at all” ..Who knows sometime he may see the new me—but then, DO I NEED HIM STILL???

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